A submissive day

What a day for a submissive. Somehow, since my family left, I’ve been more committed to becoming as submissive as could be. So today, I went and got my toenails painted, fucked myself with dildo while watching some gay cum shot porn, posted an introductory note on a BDSM website, and am now going to shave my legs and take a nap. Later, I’m going to go shopping for an outfit I could where to the SM club which shows my true submissiveness. I think I dress too much like a top. Wrong semiotics.